hello guys... havent been on in a long time XD but theres a reason.. i been at 4-h camp and i been walking around east bumfuck and i been hanging out with my boyfreind so ya... thats right i said boy frend :3 mwahahaha XD

i love john m. <3

IM SICK!!!! AGIAN AND I REFUSE TO TAKE ANY MEDICATION OR STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL...... on the bright side i saw some of my friends that i havent seen in like 3 years or so lol ok two maby 1 in a half lol but ya it was fun i went to the mall with jesse....... oooooo lol and we ran into my friends there and we talked and stuff they were playing hide an go seek in the mall hahaha it looked like fun but i wasnt in the mood lol i got a new hat yesterday it a beenie lol of coarse those kinds of hats are my life and my hair is dyed again but it not black nor it be purple or blonde or blue green so on and so forth it is red blonder orange and brownishblack lol it looks cool lol i admit i was trying to go beach blonde but i didnt get a color stripper thingy that you use for you hair i just got this loarl stuf that lies and says that your hair will turn this color blonde even if it is bronwishblackish lol but who cares i am happy with the results (heh heh the word slut is in there heh heh) cuase no one has cooler hair then i do (i think highly of my self) lol

heheheheehe i got to hang with jesse agian we went to the mall on friday and he is soooooooo amazingly cute!!!!!! ^^ and so when we left we went to sams club cause his dad had to buy some stuff and so were running around the place like 5 year olds trying to scare me lol and he scratched my face and then hugged me for he longest time ^//^ and then i ended up scaring him like 50 times and he was like "how do you do that? and i just go "CAUSE IMMA NINJA!!!!!!!!!!!!" lol which is true i very good at doing ninja stuff lol i am very quite even when i wear high heels that go click click i dont make any sound what so ever but i enjoyed that night i just wished he didnt have a girl friend but but but..... nahhh im not gonna say it........... but he is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
cuteee@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kawaiiiii lol i never said that before lol

ya i said it i hate valintines day only because i hate the pink and red hearts i hate the boyfriend girl friend lovey dovey stuff and ya i hate it when every one gets at least something from some one that they dont even like! i never get that! i would kill to have any guy to come up to me and give me a gift but no its never gonna happen last year was fine but every other year i hated it uhg it gets me so mad when people are like ohhhhhhhhhhhhh guess what *insert name here* got me isnt he sweet i mean come on no one likes the stupid little goth girl who screams at people when they get on her nervs and everyone loves the peppy preppy spazzy girls with the *air qoutes* perfect face *air qoutes well i wonder how many people in my school think out side the box and go and get us goth something just cause were goth doesnt mean that we dont need love gawd it is really hard to find a decent guy some one who likes you for you and not the way you dress or talk and i say this because i am lonley and told the guy that i like that i like them and then finds out that he has a girl friend even though he doesnt like her anymore then oh i know this is going to happen to me that the guy i like is gonna be like well i dont like you like that lets be friends i know its gonna happen to me i just do cause it always does gawd and the worst pat is that you have some anoying 7th grader keep on asking you out and u dont even like the kid!!!!!! uhg i hate it i hate it i hate it

stupid ranting >

omg soooo i got to hang with my friend Jesse today and then watch a play thingy with him he is working backstage of the play and blah blah blah lol but yeah i went down to ephoc (did i spell it right?) cause he said he was all alone so i went and we hung for like 2 hours by ourselves (not in that kinda way people) lol and then people started to arrive and shit and then they started to practice the play and it was extremely good for act 1 lol i enjoyed then we had time left soo we played a warm wind blows it is a really fun game...... lol sooo ya comment plzzz!!!!!! lol